कविता / Poem
प्रेम-लीलाको शतकबाट साक्षात्कारको एक पल
हृदयको चोखो प्रेम गोड्मेल गरी सङ्गालेर
बटुलेर अनि जोगाएर एउटा आकार दिन पाएँ
म तिम्रै सृजना गर्थीँ
मस्तिष्कको ठुलो आवाज बन्द गरी
यो मुटुको स्पन्दन, यो रक्त सञ्चार
श्वास अनि प्रश्वासका ससाना आहट सुन्न सकेँ
म तिम्रै गीतको सुर पछ्रिन्थीँ
हुकाइदिएको शरीरमा
सिकाइदिएको ज्ञानले
पकाइदिएको अन्न जलाई
पस्किएको विकल्पमध्ये चुनेका
दुई-चार सम्भावनालाई आकार दिएको
आफ्नो भीषण योगदान भुली
एक नजर उठाएको भए
जतातेँ विराजमान तिम्रो
एक झलक त दर्शन पाउँथीँ
हे प्राणनाथ!
प्रेमलीलाको शतकबाट
साक्षात्कारको एक पल
तिम्रे प्रेम सागरबाट
एक अञ्जुली अमृत उठाई
पिउन चाहन्छु, जिउन चाहन्छु
अनि विलीन चाहन्छु, स्वयंलाई गुमाई।
Had I tended the heart’s unsullied love — weeding it,
gathering it, guarding it — and given it a form,
it is You I would have been creating.
Had I switched off the loud voice of the brain
and listened for the small footfalls
of this heartbeat, this coursing blood,
of each breath drawn in and each breath released,
it is the melody of Your own song I would have been following.
In a body You raised,
with knowledge You taught,
burning as fuel the grain You cooked,
shaping a handful of possibilities
chosen from options You Yourself had laid out —
had I only forgotten my own “immense contribution”
and lifted my gaze for a single glance,
I would have received at least one glimpse — one darshan —
of You, enthroned in every direction,
O Lord of my life!
From a century of love’s leela,
one moment of communion:
from the ocean of Your love
I long to raise a single cupped handful of nectar —
to drink it, to live it,
and to dissolve, losing myself entirely.